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08.09.2025 Bingo Nite
I’m in a log cabin school event. It’s nighttime. Two akechi cosplayers walk by. I scream, “AKECHI-KUN” and one of them returns, now in normal clothes, they ask for our names to write them down. apparently I win the raffle and receive a card with the prize options printed as little images. I choose “Issey Miyake Clothing Item”. I think I had a positive emotion towards this
tags: school, akechi goro, Clothing, warm indoor lighting, Slightly twin peaks inspired setting(?)
07.17.2025 Full, Costco, Berlin, Meow
I’m in Costco in Berlin ja and I buy a bunch of Guniw Tools merch like a huge bag with Full’s face printed on the front and a blue bird printed on the back Then I’m at home where some exterminator guys are. Kitty. fraud tuxedo kitty. Mr. Midnight and a coalition of other kitties (sandy long haired kitty and dryer lint grey kitty) appear nya. I teleport to a mall and run into Friend and we stand next to each other
tags: Costco, germany, guniw tools, full, cats, friend, cozy (?)
06.07.2025 Kozi is a really nice grandpa
I need to visit a faraway place by train — it feels foreign and familiar at the same time.
i appear in a bustling city plaza and suddenly Kozi is there. From far away I see his hair is black, he’s bare faced and donning sunglasses and a black jacket. Kozi says “if you can recite kami’s quotes I’ll give you 100 bucks!!!” Friend instantly volunteers and Kozi kept his promise to give $100.
After failing to tail Friends at the mall I run outside to a crowded bench area and sit.
Kozi is there but he’s a geezer and I awkwardly linger for an hour trying to ask him for a photo. I finally approach him and he was like “of course” in a really warm grandpa way. He’s wearing a white button up now.
Im so giddy on the train ride home i instantly send myself copies of both sneak shots of kozi from the city square and of the geezer picture
Also I had an intriguing outfit of rectangular thick rimmed glasses, a shirt + 3/4 pants, platform boot, highlights in my hair and a thick. fresh bowl cut
tags: big city, kozi, friend, journey, clothing, newness,joy
05.21.2025 Bodysnatcher
Me and Friend in some daycare. dragging a dead body outside for a complex mourning ritual. We drag we drag until we approach n a horse with an ornate saddle. A fire is lit on the ground. It is dark outside
tags: atmospheric, daycare, supernatural, friend
04.28.2025 Kozi, Psychological horror
It’s AO3 o’clock. I’m lying on my left side in my bed. I’m reading a fic FROM MY FAVORITE AUTHOR but instead of on my phone it was a big plastic clownly rectangle with text on it. Everything is in all caps, the fanfic is screaming at me. This plastic device is formed of individual blocks each with one letter on it. It’s like a plastic modern day garish children’s toy version of a Sumerian stone?tablet? Sometimes the blocks had colorful sprinkle specks on them.
This fic stars KOZI and is some psychological horor genre. It features Kozi’s supposed childhood, he was sitting on the bathroom floor like a wilted flower. I only remember one bit of text: it was a list of three nasty things, one was “H-U-M-A-N-F-E-C-E-S.” and another was maybe “P-I-L-L-S”. I do not think there was actual feces in the scene maybe it was a metaphor …to add to the extremely noir grimy atmosphere
Apart from the main fic located on the big plastic rectangle, there were a few lone words on plastic blocks , but they were PITCH black. I had to fish these out of the crack between my bed and the wall. One of the words was “HUMAN FECES” AGAIN! Ominous
I know that the writing was beautiful but cant remember anything .
tags: Creepy, atmospheric, kozi, fanfiction, industrial revolution britain vibes
01-17-2025 DIR EN GREY : GAME OF TAG
DIru on a spacious warehouse/garage-like music video set. Their outfits consist of fur adorned pirate-esque color coded clothing, a lot of jewelry, jangly bracelets. I remember toshiya’s most clearly: navy blue accents maybe a zebra print somewhere and bronzy gold jewelry that shone through the dim lighting. He’s probably wearing a mini skirt + platform boot combo. We’re playing tag HOORAY but the goal is to steal each other’s bracelets. Like a really backwards and forceful version of kandi exchange ritual. I chase die around : ) He seems really protective of this one bracelet made of plastic white beads and one keystone red heart bead. Die smiles like : D he’s also wearing a HUGE elementary ball bin shaped box strapped to the front of the torso like overalls. I dump a bunch of dolls in the stomach box like a layup.
tags: Dir en grey, fun time, clothing, game, Joy, : - ), shiny object
12.21.2024 Cooking Mama Eggstravaganza
I-R-L cooking mama. I’m an assembly line cook where the job is to watch for cracked eggs free floating in a giant vat of water and we MUST whisk away all the membranes. Then the cooking mama mother unit teaches us how to make some rice dish but it’s really shapely and you cut into it like a cake
tags: Food, metallic facility, Egg
11-14-2024 file cabinet akeshu
Akira & Goro are both women. Akira dives into Goro’s filing cabinet drawer. for some reason. Maybe they’re having a game of hide-and-seek . And it’s quite a small drawer I’m not sure how she fit there. Later akira is found . I think Goro Akechi is just extremely baffled by this
tags: yuri, persona 5 royal, genderbend,
11-02-2024 Sock dilemma
I spend hours picking which socks to go with a red jumper skirt I’m like red long sock or white long sock? x 100.
tags: Clothing
10-26-2024 prolapse burger
I’m in bizarro costco realm for an absurd amount of time. This costco only sold non-food items.
Teleported to elementary P.E. class where we’re forced to do arm circles by an evil teacher. After we’re released from arm circles I stand next to Friend.
Then an uncanny hole in the wall fast food joint and somehow I know for sure that it’s located in the American Midwest, the order counter has windows like a drive through and the food shoots out in a strange metal repository . The food is strange too: I witness someone’s order come out, something like prolapse burger and deep fried animal paws. The paws are still furry under the breading. Old lady customer says, “the food is no good,” but she says this with all the neutrality of stating a fact of life
tags: Food, strange, costco, school, friend
10.19.2024 The shower curtain is not a mirror.
i wore an off white frilly liz lisa skirt
I just stood in the shower with my outfit on and turned to the curtain as if it were a mirror
tags: Clothing
09.27.2024 NAUTICAL DOLL + CONSPIRACY + AMPHIBIANS
Daycare free time event~ Crafting custom pullip dolls. we make reallu ornate origami bows around them. I’m. naturally adept at curling the ends of the bow with my fingernail as if they were scissors. The doll i get is kinda strangely styled — long blond hair. a black vinyl nurse hat, long black vinyl opera gloves, nautical sweater., short skirt, the makeup was sliiiightly off. I was slightly slightly jealous that other people were assigned a more lolita styled doll. Then we’re forced to clean the materials room, a huge warehouse smeared with filthy residue : ) I’m sweeping sweeping the ground with my bare hand. A girl helping me sweep is really thrilled about sweeping. She’s knowledgeable about ground residue. like a connoisseur.
Then a therapy session with a random woman in my backyard. I’m spewing about Noriko’s dinner table and “surviving the desert.” I quite dislike this shrink and jump my backyard fence to flee.
Cut to : Cruise nautical adventure. The doll I made in the first dream phase is in my backpack. I walk past someone watching television, as I see the screen, I’m suddenly teleported into the show’s protagonist’s body and I Become Her:
A girl who thought she was human her whole life actually realizes that she is an amphibian because her parents are secretly amphibians. Girl receives a debriefing about her true species when a fairy godmother type entity presents all the instances in her life that proves it. “See girl you were an amphibian all along (IBSTANT REPLAY OF USB DEVICE ROLLING ON THE GROUND).” Apparently witnessing Girl’s mother seemingly repel a usb charger away from her is hard evidence of amphibian existence.
tags: Clothing, Multilayer, Revelations, daycare, noriko’s dinner table, crafts, amphibian
08-12-2024 WAR. & BLAM HONEY EYEBALL
I attend a super fancy school with a lot of round staircases, muted green & red carpet and warm lamp lighting. there’s a war going on and it seems to be World War III. I get sent on a field trip to japan?? i’m teleported to a swanky convenience store with swanky displays of melonpan paired with stylish melon slices next to them. it’s eerily empty in the store. so i chomp down in one melonpan in a corner. After eating, i turn and a heavily lined eye is peering at me through the products on the shelf. this scares the doodoo out of me. The guy emerges and he sports one heavily made up eye, the other one is completely naked. I pay for my food. the cash machine emits a tune and produces a card, clerk says “ guess you’ll be eating free for a while”. Epic Coupon ? I teleport back to school library where a random guy is at the neighboring table. Based on his water bottle choice I can tell he’s either a philosophy or CS major. he lights up a cig and smokes it. Then he starts chanting , it’s a war of the corps it’s a war of the corps. They want the foot soldiers to die. it’s a culling. it seems to be a big deal!!!!!
then i wake up. i didn’t have the chance to use my coupon
tags: Jumpscare, blam honey, school, war
07-06-2024 -- DOUBLE-YOLKED EYES
Field trip to zoo
some employee adamantly tries to sell me a huge 4ft plush bison puppet head with four eyes. Like those lion-dancers' heads. . . maybe. . .
the next morning me and assorted classmates were about to go back to the zoo again, and i was scrambling to pack lunch. Due to succumbing to the peer pressure of eating fruits and vegetables, i grabbed for strawberries, expecting a neat grocery box, but i landed in vast. strawberry fields
tags: aquarium, zoo, Lunch
06-08-2024 -- "Deadly Chuck-E-Cheese Backrooms Catacombs --> Clownly Malice Mizer Show"
i'm stuck in an elevator with some strange white person that proceeds to take me on more downwards elevators which have zero structural integrity. And I mean zero. just the bare metal frame of a floor, no walls, no ceiling. you had to place your feet precariously on two thin metal bars and hold on for dear life as it descended at theme park ride level velocity and height. we descend down three or four "elevators" till we hit a backrooms liminal chuck-e-cheese looking grey carpeted basement, where said white man stranger gets ousted for embezzling. They prove his embezzlement by digging up his shrimp chip stash. the logic: no one but him eats shrimp chips.
I’m transported to a party with strangers. The chuck-e-cheese liminal aura is still alive and strong. i try very hard not to forget these strangers names. i can remember one of them even after awaking. Neigh-Neigh I won't forget you.
somewhere along the line i end up in a small auditorium where Gackt-era malice mizer is having a concert. they're singing bois de merveilles, wearing their bel-air promo looks, but they're all stuffed in a clowny box with windows they peek out of and make exaggerated facial expressions from. mana runs outside the box around the auditorium. when he gets to me he Meows and i meow back enthusiastically with cat hand motions and he runs away at god speed with a supersonic high pitched giggle.
tags: strangers, malice mizer, friends
02-04-2024 [11:42] -- Malice Friends
Me, Kozi , & Yu~ki all sit silently in my kitchen for a good few hours for "piano class lecture". We don't talk , or look at each other, really, or move , but by the end of it, a bond formed.
Yay friendship.
tags: malice mizer, kozi, yu~ki, home, friendship, piano lessons
09-04 2023 -- First Day of Occult School
cursed earrings. three pairs. the occult. blood. people with long hair. boarding school. high ceilings and railings. complete and fresh newness….
tags: occult, all-girls school, body horror (the earrings), friendship, betrayal(?), blood
02-19-2023 — High Tea With Mana-sama
eating sushi with mana & co. just poured me tea. they're in klaha-era outfits.
tags: malice mizer, mana, mealtime, serenity
06-13-2022 [12:00] -- Plague Outbreak, History Class, & Drag Queens
It's the last day of school! I'm in my history classroom. but it's also my bedroom. A little in-between space of reality. my beloved cellphone is REVOKED by the teacher, then promptly given back. my line of sight falls on the ceiling, which looks extremely rotted and stained with red red blood, almost like the people from the floor above all combusted into vague red remains leaking through the floor to my ceiling.I let out an, "omg!"
to which my friend goes, "gasp!"
Now everyone's evacuating to a line outside. Bob the Drag Queen is passing out surgical masks and test tubes of some sort. . . .I start to get the idea that there's an extremely deadly infectious disease that just made everyone on that top floor combust. but apparently the school authorities don't think it's That serious, since we get an "all clear." I go home, back to my bedroom (my bedroom bedroom). those red stains on the ceiling still remain. I complain about it to Mother, who doesn't even question it?? And goes up to clean it like a normal thing? mothers do that i guess
tags: school, disease outbreak, gore, mystery, drag queens
07-15-2021 -- erne jaeger
eren jaeger can walk on water (minecraft)tags: minecraft, attack on titan, puzzle-solving, biblical references
06-12-2021 -- Charli XCX in Costco
setting: concert in the Costco produce / bakery sectioni thought it was a Hamilton showing, which i Don't like, but CHARLI XCX appeared out of nowhere singing vroom vroom. and i was like heeyyyyyy and we were some of the only ones cheering, since everyone else was expecting a hamilton concert. my cousin was there, but her last name was Tomato ; she was chilling next to huge packs of bright green apple juice boxes. then Charli sang "girls night out," then "lipgloss," and Cupcakke was there too to sing lipgloss with charli aaah. and hamilton never happened: happy ending.
tags: grocery store, charli xcx, cupcakke, music, plot twists
12-25-2020 -- Draingang Government Psy-op Minecraft Assassination
CHAPTER I ~ DAWN OF THE APOCALYPSE
i'm playing minecraft with a friend, but : my reality and minecraft start to merge. Minecraft IS real life.
I fly back to my base, even though it's survival mode, and a monologue telepathically rings into my head:
"I need it to survive...I EAT redstone."
by the time i got back to my base my friend says to me, "come on now it's literally the apocalypse bro get ready !!!!!"
the first mob comes in: a skeleton with a diamond helmet. this mob took pretty long to kill : it had ~50 health points.
SO THIS IS REALLY TERRIFYING OK. five more skeletons come in. catastrophic.
CHAPTER II ~ MYSTERY-DOG
at the end of the boss fight, there was a dog that came into our house: not sure why we wanted to kill it, but it had the same deadly mob aura as the skeletons. plus the dog had diamond armor. we attack it, but there's the sneaking feeling that this MINECRAFT dog is my REAL LIFE dog. while i attack it, vivid images of me trying to stab my real life dog pop in my eyes. but we never kill the dog. we pause our battle, and an infographic about a certain breed of dog not getting adopted in shelters Really blocks my vision. Dog is taken away by government officials and then. . .
CHAPTER III ~ SCI-FI SECRETS
it is revealed that this whole attempted murder on me & Friend was a planned social experiment facilitated by the government to study the effect of COVID-19-mandated quarantine on human morality. Draingang were co-conspirators in the attempted assassination.
and then i woke up at 2:56am on Christmas day.
tags: horror, minecraft, apocalypse, conspiracy, social experimentation, assassination, friendship, pets, draingang, COVID-19